You weren't there those two months I didn't sleep
You weren't there at 2a.m. when I couldn't stop crying
You weren't there at 3a.m. when the blood dripped and the razor still in my hand
You weren't there at 4a.m. when I clenched to the bottle of pills desperate for some sleep
You weren't there that night I too the two story plummet
You weren't there that night when I lay crippled on the ground with that knife to my heart and a trail of tears leading to me spot
You weren't there when the pain was too much and the trigger was too close
You were never there so stop trying to pretend to be there now!