I look at yesterday as chaos,
I remember how I felt,
I remember my decision,

But what I remember most clearly is the jealousness,
And how it suddenly dawned on me,
“What have I done?”

People tell me this just needs to blow over,
People tell me it will get better,
But when I compare how you’re acting, to how I treated you,
I know I need to do something,

And the only thing I really want right now and to run up to you,
Hug you and say, “I love you, I’m sorry, I love you, I’m sorry”
And for you to pull me closer and whisper “Its ok, I love you to.”

But this time,
I don’t think its going to be ok,
I feel like I used up my chances,
I feel like I lost you,
Oh yeah that’s right, I did.