open,glitter eyes
wet and enervated
curl up the smile playing hide and seek in your anatomy.

they stream

i can see you collapsing,i'm not blind
your smoke lungs condensing
yet your dialated,alluring pupils remind me of when i use to stare at you

they thrust butterflies into my acid stomach
lining it
milk.

your blank stare captures the lament
and anguish in its bare hands
holding as if it was in love
i want to pry those filthy hands
make your demons mine
i whisper,you scream

when your ecstasy is depleted
my sanctity fades
this is selfish.
becoming nothing more than a breathing,apathetic statue.
selfish.
i miss that smile
in the sunlight,under the cold beam of an office lamp.
this is so selfish
but

the exuberance once oozing from your existance is absent
so please,beg
i beg
with your best intentions
give me your plate of fear
sugarcoated like all the other lies you fed me.