Something changed, maybe it's the way you look at me now 

A sore inside your throat with words you can't shout 

The realization of change in your eyes 

The hurt that speaks from your mouth 

Words you can't say 

Things you don't mean 

Fear that cripples 

Eyes that hauntingly stare

You say to me with despair

A new heart made out of gold, a new word that cuts you the most 

A table turned

Things you thought you had moved on from

A person that still lurks in the back of your head 

You thought you had forgotten 

But you didn't

you can't even admit it 

You still get flashbacks from things you don't want to remember

You try to forgive and forget

But the only thing forgotten was 

what changed