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the last day

April 24, 2023
By blujayy BRONZE, Franklin, Wisconsin
blujayy BRONZE, Franklin, Wisconsin
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Favorite Quote:
"If its still on your mind, its worth taking the risk."


i had planned this for months
maybe years
it had to be today otherwise it wouldnt be right
i knew how it would go
after all, i have planned my death for a while

nobody noticed the signs
nobody noticed how i stopped caring about things i used to love
nobody saw me anymore

it was sunset and i was running
running to what some would call doom
running to what i call freedom
freedom from rules and expectations
i get to choose how this part of my life goes, that's true freedom to me

i had been watching the sunsets lately
its how i decided what time i would do it
the sunset would be my last view and it would be gorgeous
one last beautiful view before i can finally breathe

some would probably call me a quitter
a coward
selfish

i call myself brave
brave to accept that i cannot change anything
brave to make my own choice
brave to not let society make the choice for me
i am brave

and i am f
               a
                   l
                      l
                         i
                           n
                               g
                                   down
                                                                but now i am free
                                                                                       and i am happy.


The author's comments:

Teenage suicide is becoming increasingly more and more popular, with more teenagers committing than any other age group. This poem depicts what many have probably experienced, please be kind and please, check on those you care about, even if you don't think they are showing signs, just ask how they are doing, everyone deserves to know they are loved. 


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