I feel alone.

Not because i am alone but

because no one has my back like my spine is about to fall out.

I feel alone

because the ones who i personally bandaged their hearts always seem

to break mine

and

because when i screamed a cry for help there was nothing but my echo

yelling back at me.

Telling me "no one is there."

I feel alone

because the one person who I thought was my partner in crime seems to be

the one ratting me out to the cops pr the one person who i thought was my person

turned out to be just another bystander.

I dont want to be alone.

So maybe if my existence wasnt existing, Maybe alone wouldn't be so alone.