I liked rap music,

but you liked rock.

I was happy,

when you were not.

What you were going through.

Mystery-

The pain you felt, now.

History-

I'll never understand,

so now I say Im…

Time flies.

When you're youthful,

and young.

I’m now wise,

and here are the words

 that now fall from my tongue…

Deceit.

You lie and you cheat,

but it's over now right?

Oh wait, okay.

This is me trying to 

shift the blame to you.

I… AM…

Waiting-

Waiting, for a sign to say, 

I did right.

Right by me, right by you

I … 

Remember-

Remember,

when you slammed me against the wall?

Like I was a ragdoll, porcelain.

Mentally confused.

You were hurt but you never said.

Kids exaggerate.

I felt like my life was over.

Well now yours is and I'm older.

I forgave you that same day.

Do you forgive me now that you're away?

-

I have to say

Im… Im sorry

I'm sorry for not,

saying I love you.

I'm sorry for not,

hugging you.

I'm sorry for not,

I'm sorry you,

died with a broken heart.

I'm sorry you,

tried to take your life.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry,      I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I didn't say goodbye.

But I'm most sorry that I now cry.

I hope your living luxury.

Prada-

I have to ask

Do you forgive me papa?