I am fighting a war

Lying in my bed.

I have lost all feel

The blood seeps through my vein.

Their walls throb

Making my wrists ache,

When a sharp sting rings

Making me realise,

I am back on the battle field

And I have got my battle scars with me...

I will fight this war every night before I go to bed,

While everyone is sleeping sound, without a care,

I know I might be going crazy and I have been unhappy for some time now.

But when I feel the sudden pain on my veins

I smile truly, than I have in a long time.

I want to die so so much, but there's nothing I have wanted more than to win this war.

So, tonight, again I will go on to my battle field

And I will gain some more of my Precious Battle Scars....