Break down thats what i always do 

Always tryin to hide what i go through 

Feels like whatever i offer you it aint gonna hold like some shitty glue 

Cant get over the people that left

Now whats left of this worthless life 

Thats the point im tryin to make

Theres nothing…

Now what am i waiting for

Cant do this alone, have to drag you down with me 

Making up these dreams where some guy will be kissin and missin me 

Whats it all for? The loss, love, and lust 

But what did i lose, your toxicity, complicity 

Now every time i look at that skateboard

Suicide is haunting me 

Its always in the back of my head 

They say notice all the blessings you have 

But i be looking at the blessings I lost 

Too much pain, too much hurt

Too much blood, too many cuts 

All these voices in my head get loud 

There is no off switch 

They keep coming and coming

Well….

Hell here I come