Lavender eyes, bright smile
lovely start of a new life
First cry and laughter,
memories to keep
Yet, I query my reason.

First, it is those rising silhouettes
with words of faith
then the surmises of the same
where would I be
in ages to come no one knew but I

Tried to prove
tried to bay
in the end,
nothing unveiled me

Was not I criticised
Reeled and thrown off
pleading for your hands
as I lay in my abyss
Why did I go on?
Was it worth the misery mine?

Thoughts rebounded,
as my withered self
fell into the shadow's arms
he gave me that deceiving smile of mine
staring into those lavender eyes.