Never again will I fall in the cracks of my broken heart

Never again will I drown in my tears nor be washed away

Never again will I let the hellfire of my anger consume me

Never again will I succumb to my thoughts that plunge their way into brain, then my thoughts

I won’t hesitate

I will create

The ME that I DESERVE to be

The me shrouded in gold

The me that’ll escape this hold

Of the depression and the obsession

With death and its possession

For always I will seal the cracks in my broken heart

Always I will swim through my tears and withstand the roaring river

Always I will extinguish the hellfire, welcoming the embracing arms of a mother’s warmth

Always I will find the light in my dark thoughts, following it through and standing strong

I won’t rust

I won’t crack

I will maintain

I am ME

And that’s all I will ever be.