People always ask me…

How are you so happy

Its fake…

The smile the laughs the jokes it’s all pretend

Don't be fooled

It's all a game

Im fine im fine im fine

It's one of my biggest lies

I’m happy by myself

I’m happy alone

I’m happy away from people…

Death is always on my mind

Not my death but death of my loved ones

That have died.

Daddy why did you have to go?

Oh right cancer took you

Stupid cancer

I miss you daddy

I'm happy in bed

I’m happy alone

I'm happy away from people

“Hey you haven been yourself” people say

What happened to you

It's just a breakup they say

To me it's more than a breakup

They think i'm crazy

It's more than a breakup

It’s pain its anxiety

It’s depression

It's all of it

I lost my best friend

The guy i loved… gone

My highschool sweetheart… gone

I’m happy with him

I’m happy alone

I’m happy away from people