He a great guy friend who cares,

He makes me mad and makes me smile,

He´s the sun to my morning sometimes,

He makes my heart pound,

He makes me nervous,

He says we are friends but I feel like we're more,

I love his friendship with me and I can´t lose that,

I hate being hugged and I hate my smile,

But he changed that by showing me you are beautiful and hugs can cure all,

He says he has a cold heart or he should just end it,

But what I see is a guy lost and damaged that need a friend or more,

I have my own demons and dark past that I never told anyone about,

People say I don´t need someone who is fighting their own demons because I have

my own,

I just don't know how to feel around him,

This guy driving me crazy and I don't know why?