I love your looks
I love your stare
I love your smile
And curly brown hair

Your freckled face
And body too
I love the kisses
I got from you

I don’t know how
I don’t know when
I don’t know if
We’ll only be friends

I’m getting mixed signals
But one I like more
I’m sorry I cheated
Just like a w****

I’d take it all back
If only I could
I screwed up again
They all knew I would

It’s a habit I had
One I wish I’d broke
Before I had met you
This story’s no joke:

I came into high school
With confidence and a smile
I wanted some fun
Just for a while

I knew the right people
And not to get caught
But friends opened mouths
And a lessons was taught

I learned not to trust
Any girls or boys
So I cut myself off
From the troublesome noise

In self defense
I built my own wall
With big iron bars
Mighty and tall

One boy climbed it
He said that he cared
I fell for him hard
Just as he dared

He wanted one thing
I wasn’t prepared to give
He wanted my virginity
Not caring if I lived

I said no
But he wouldn’t listen
He took it all
Without permission

He stole my body
I was victim of rape
He was evil inside
Completed with cape

I started drinking
To numb the pain
It seemed to work
But only in vain

Things got worse
And I started on pot
Things got easier
But not a lot

I got pretty happy
And made some new friends
I partied it up
For nights on end

I seemed like a s***
But I didn’t care
Long-lasting romance
Was not in the air

But then I met you
Cute as could be
We hooked up once
But that was just me

We talked even more
To me this was new
I started to fall
So hard for you

It seemed too familiar
When you seemed to care
My past came back
And I got scared

I was scared you would leave
So I left first
I cried for you then
And felt my heart burst

Its not your fault
That I was scared
‘cuz when I see you
My heart still flares

Now you know
Exactly why
I screwed up
And told a lie

Think of me not
For my story now told
But a normal teenage girl
Confident and bold

There’s things I still love
Though were just friends
Im happy to repeat them
Again and again:

I love your looks
I love your stare
I love your smile
And soft brown hair

Your freckled face
And body too
I love the kisses
I got from you