I wouldn’t be surprised if he knows how much I care for him. If he knew how much I stare at him or how much I glare and envy his friends who are girls for being closer to him than I am. I feel the entire world knows... but him, yet in the back of my head, there is a voice always saying he knows and he thinks “you’re a freak”. I always tell that voice to shut up and just believe what I want.

It is hard to say you like someone who you don’t know. That is why I say I have a crush on him and I love to tell the world. and yes, some people may look at me with disgust or like I have a few more heads than I should but I don’t mind, because I just remind them of who they have liked. and yes they do turn away with a little snarl on their face.

I would be surprised if he didn’t know how much i care for him.