She ponders through the ideas in her head,
And realizes all the rears she has shed.
Should she let her feelings be seen,
Or not let them be so serene?

She ponders through the emotions in her heart.
Wondering if she will ever let them out.
The sorrow, in life, she has endured,
And yet to her it had never occurred.

So she ponders her mind again.
Asking how all this pain began.
But now she knows it made her stronger,
Not bearing that pain any longer.

She put on that beautiful smile,
And left it on for a long while.
Those feelings no one had ever seen,
Were now allowed to be so serene.