Not sure what to think,
should I be happy?
or should I just blink,
To wash out the tears,
and wipe away all the fears,
my heart once happy but now not sure what to do so I just blink.

Not sure what to think,
my mind wondering the possibilities
will i see him again, will I ever be happy, or will I just have to blink
my mind feels lost, empty and lonely
not sure what to think,
my heart which once was a burning campfire has turned into a burning hell.
My heart feels betrayed and shattered,
I’m suffocating on the inside, but it doesn’t matter
i just sit there and blink

Sitting in silence and darkness, I wait for the hurt to stop
but the hurting will never stop, the tears will never stop, my heart feels stopped
the emptiness inside will always be,
from you leaving me. My heart sits in silence; alone and afraid. so I keep to myself and just blink.

I’ve came to the conclusion, but blinking is just an illusion,
you try to wipe away the facts. But the facts always last,
No matter how hard you try, the truth never lies, eating you up inside until the day you die.

Trying to speak but no words come out,
I feel as if i’m stuck in a hole and cant get out,
left alone on my own, trying to climb out
my heart shattered and alone but finding its way out.

Yes I might be broken and alone
and you gone hurts the most.
But my heart is finding its way about.
I keep blinking to help myself out.

The tears have all been fallen
The fears have all been broken
The hate is all that’s left, but how can you hate someone you’ve never met? Someone you feel loved you but it’s not true love if they left you.
You call out for help but no one answers, your calls and text left unanswered. Now you question; did he really love me, or was I just in another movie?

Not quite sure if it was all a lie or if it was true, when you said you love me, why’d you leave me so soon?
If you meant what you said, why’d you have to go? specially when i needed you most.
I begged you to stay but you ignored me, acting like i’m invisible.
what you did to me was miserable. you never answered me and i always question what we could be.

You say you’re confused but can’t help yourself, so you say you love me and i thought there was no doubt .
You left with no warnings or signs and you left again so easily this time. I don’t get why you get up and leave when you said you truly loved me.

I come to see, all the lies that lay in between. All the hurt that will stay forever between you and me. You’ll always be in my memories although you might have just always been a dream.

So I sit there alone and broke, waiting for a sign and blinking to the hope maybe you’ll be mine.