Failure
Gnawing at my mind
Burrowing in my head
Crawling through my brain
Nesting in my skull
Laying eggs of depression
Anger and jealousy hatch
Whispering in my ears
Intruding in my conscious
The last egg hatches
Its name is excuses
Taking over my thoughts
Contemplating
Hundreds of reasons to blame
AArrgGGghh depriving my sleep
Damn my restless brain.
Brink of despair
Breatheeee'


Recession
The final thought
It was my fault
I was not good enough
A different anger arises
My brain pitted against body
Eyes ashamed of mirror
Confidence is dead
Shoulders slump
Chest drops
The smile of lies
Insanity
The eyes of sorrow
The voice of pain
The forced laugh
The attempt at normality
Edge of oblivion
Breatheeee'



I am standing next to hope,
The breeze cutting through the rippling heat waves,
I am standing on a crevice of a mountain,
Holding her hand,
Overlooking the green fields.
Breatheeee'
It is a bright sunny day, a few clouds floating lazily
The vibrant greenery, illuminated by rays from the glowing sun
The wind blowing gently in my ear, some birds chirp
The rest is quiet and calm.
Breatheeee'
It's just hope and I standing alone,
The world beneath while only the clouds above,
My body cool and relaxed, my hand warm,
My mind asleep, my eyes awake,
Peace has been found, hope in my hand,
Rays of the glowing sun, wind gently blowing
Breatheeee'



Redemption
WAKE UP!
TEETH GRITTING
THE FINAL ANGER
TRY HARDER!
BATTLE OF MENTALITY
DEFEAT OF PESSIMISM
BLOOD FLOWING
HEART THUMPING
ADREANELINE PUMPING
THOUGHTS OF RETREBUTION
NEW ROAD OF THORNS
HESITATION
REMINISCENCE OF FAILURE
FIRE IS BLAZING
RUN OUTSIDE
GLIMPSE OF HOPE
AAAAHHHHHHH!!!