"I want to marry you"

Those are the words I want to be true 

Could it be you want to leave?

No, I can't lose you 

After all the hell we have been through together

Could you really not want me? 

Not want for us a future 

Oh God how could this be?

I only want you to stay 

But I don't know if you want the same 

You took my heart right from my hands 

No this is not a game 

In my dreams I see you walking away 

Never to return 

I throw everything you ever gave me 

To the ground to burn 

I know this time I love you 

I know in my heart for sure 

But whether or not you love me back 

That all is a blur.