Slowly I am burning

With no one to trust


No one to love me



not one to care

i wish there was someone
someone like me, someone scared
someone who cared for the world and
got thrown
away
in
a
twirl
a
scared
girl
who's hair doesn't curl
i am burning but i am alive
i am living living my mother's lies
the
way i have for 14 years
finally i have the confidence
the confidence: to switch gears

to leave her path
to leave her wrath

to clear away my horrid past



but at last
at last i realize it will always be

always be there in my heart


in my mind
but it won't show all the time