Looking for answers in circles that break
Trying to sleep but staying awake
Writing a poem and trying to say
Put into words why I feel this way
Headache that stays for days at a time
Endless nagging going on in my mind
How do you choose when the answers are wrong?
You look and they're there, but next time they're gone
How do you know when you're safe to fall?
Will the boy catch you, will he be there at all?
Looking ahead and seeing heartbreak
Is it all worth the risks that I'll take?
Knowing the answer but choosing to doubt
How do you figure when it's all figured out?
What's love without life, what's life without love?
What's the use of his sunshine when rain is above?
Closing my eyes and closing my mind
Trying to leave these feelings behind
Take a step into madness, a step in the dark
I'll try to be careful and not break my heart