Anger, pain, sadness . . .
That is all I’m feeling today
I want to punch someone but at the same time I want to cry
To have someone who I can tell all my troubles to that they wont judge or tell me that its going to be okay, because I know it isn’t, but at the same time I know that in the end it will be okay.
I just want to have someone to hug me and a shoulder to cry on.
I just want my life to not be messed up
I want I want to not like him anymore
I want my pain to end
I just want my life to not be a pain anymore
And I want people to just leave me alone and not bother me and to just let me be sad for a while to gather my thoughts and feelings because I’m tired of everything
I’m especially tired of liking people
I just want to go through the motions and continue living life like I was
Except I don’t want to get hurt anymore
I don’t want to feel pain
I don’t want to be sad anymore
I don’t want to be mad anymore
I just don’t want to feel anymore pain than I already have because the pain I have experienced now, is a pain that people feel in a life time
But I know I will
I really don’t want to cry but the tears are coming . . .