Even in the ruins, there is beauty in this place,
A place of serenity, even in its disgrace.
the walls may be breaking, tumbling on down,
But the foundation isnt breaking, its still a solid ground,
The beauty still remains,
Through the sorrow and the pain,
The crumbling and Tumbling,
My endless words and fumblings....
though my walls have come crashing down,
Revealing reality to my new found frown,

I am still me...

I can still be

I will not loose my foundation

My source of peace, and salvation

things will be built up again,

I know this is not the end

It is merely another way,

To see the beauty of today....

no matter what they say,
I wont always think this way,
Someday I'll realize the truth,
Someday far beyond my youth.
Someone will prove to me that I was wrong...
But can I wait that long?
Can I be that strong?
no, I already am that strong.
Someday, their words will not be lies.
On that day, I'll dry my eyes.

until then I will hide those tears,

until then I wont show my fears,

Letting go of all thats here,

All that was whispered in my ear...

its all gone....

Will it last for long...?

Am I left here all alone...?

Tell me... it isnt so...