I was to little to understand why you left this world. Now that I'm old enough to understand. Before I go to bed I hope that I'll die so I can be with you. Or I'll wish that I'll wake up from this nightmare and you'll be there holding me in your arms. Althrough, I understand how you have taught me a very important lesson that you should not take something someone else has given you. I will remember that lesson learn by you and never make the same mistake.  But what helps me is writing to you every year. And seeing how I feel about you. I wish everyday that you were here, but I have to remember that you are in a better place. And one day, long time from now, I'll be with you again.