I am not completely sure how to word this, so I am going to try my best.
First off, I am very confused. I don't want to be that girl, but then again I can't control who my feelings go towards. He is just so sweet, funny, cute, and incredibly smart. One problem though, he has a girlfriend. He complains about her to me all the time though, and I always ask him "If you are miserable then why stay with her?" He never really knew how to answer this question. But the days when is he is not complaining about her, he puts all attention towards me like we have been dating for years. Why would he play these mind games? Why would I let him? I don't want to be that girl. I don't want to look like a fool. Most importantly, I don't want to be hurt. But how do you stop having feelings for someone you care about so much, when you know in the long run they are just going to hurt you? I know he is not right for me, and that we will actually probably never be together. But for some reason my heart keeps telling me to not give up, but my head says it's time to walk away....