Every day i wake up, i barely fell anything. But i know it will always be better when i see him. I wonder if he knows i exist. Just a simple brush of the arm or a look sends electricity through me.
Sometimes i think only he can see me and no one else. I feel like im drowning in an ocean of my own tears. So my day repeats every time. Just once i wish i could fit in. Not be invisible, ya know.
Poeple say when they look in my eyes they see emptiness and mysteries. Friends say im depressed, they know me, and know when im lying. When i cry i cry out my heart and soul. People say they know me, but they know my mask, a character im not.
My sister is selfish, she wont help me with my problems. My brother is horrible, only wants to make my life misrable. My parents are sweet and only want the best for me.
Why me? Well ill tell you once i know.

Its Me and My Life