i am not sure when my Nena passed away. i only remember holding tight to my foster mom and said to her is Nena sleeping. She answers "yes she's sleeping with God". So i was all okay until the precher said Rest In Peace to my Nena and i was heart broken. tears went down my face. tear ofter tear. i wished so much that i could see her wounderful smile and i wished that i could hear her say my name for the last time. but till this day i can still see my Nena's beautiful face smiling at me and her saying everything is okay your strong and beautiful in every way.
Rest In Peace
Nena i love you and i miss you.