As im looking towards my future, I realize my past!My hurt pain and missery. Ive been through the bad and gone through some good!Ive tryed to feel pleasure but sorrow overcomes me! The marks left on my arms and the scars showing in my eyes.ive tryed to forget it but it overcomes me! iam learning to say thankyou and to have a nice day!im trying to be my best but the world is telling me no! my heart throbs as if its going to fast! trying to slow it down i realize my past! a lady wit a dress and a man with a sword! my long dying pleasure i will yet to soon be reborn