I try to do right but evil always occurs. I want a GREAT relationship with you but everytime I think of it I fail. I want to know how you operate with everything and anything that you do but it's a reason why I want to thirsty after you. God I love you and I want to be with you for the rest of my life I can't think of my life without you. I have to get hurry and get a relationship with you before the time that I have comes to an end. I want to meet you one day and that day will come if I just seek your presence and come running after you. There is no place I've rather be. I know if I came to you the way I am you'll accept me just the way I am. I know that you want what's best for me and you try to get my attention but I want to go my way. It's not that I want to hide my Love for You. It's just I want to do what I want to do. It's that time for me to change my ways and get straight with You. That day will come.....