I am in love with a guy who doesn't love me. We are really closer than anyone realizes and we spend many nights together doing things we shouldn't. He is a sweet person who is with someone else. I wish I could tell him how I feel but that would ruin both of our lives, so instead, I lay at night alone when he is with her crying. I try to stop it and when I eventually get over him he comes back and makes me fall in love with him all over again. I wish he was mine more than anything but he isn't. He is hers and that's how it will always be. I hate to be parted with him for a long time because it is all I can do to not love him. I will always love him with all my heart forever.