I don't know what do anymore, it's like the pain inside is killing me I've tried so hard to please the people I care for and I don't get anything in return. I have tried to change and better myself but why should I if nobody really see's the good I try to do? Is it wrong that I'm tired of taking care of someone else's kid that I didn't give birth to? Is it wrong to try to live like an 18 year old without having someone always think you have an attitiude? Was it wrong for me to pack up and leave when she didn't think twice of comming to come look for me when I was gone for 2 hours? Was it wrong for me to try to say my peace, but at the end of the day I'm the bad guy. I'm LOST at this point like what is there for me to do what MORE do THEY want FROM me is what I want to know!