I've loved you more than you might think (and more than I probably should) for all the years of our friendship and it's not likely that I would stop so easily, which is a fact that I wish you'd keep in mind whenever you're feeling down, even with all the secrets you kept from me and all of the things you won't say out loud, because I don't judge, and because without you, I would be eternally lost, but I'm not sure if you'd do the same for me, and I am sure that you don't feel the same for me because we always had the most tragic love stories (even if they weren't with each other) so here I am rambling on in hopes that you are lost without me the way I am lost without you, that the world seems less dull when you're with me the way it feels less dull when I am with you, and that it's possible to love this fiercely without consequences because you are my light at the end of the tunnel, the flame that draws me in, and the sun that I am lost without.