Out from a portal connecting consciousness and awareness to third dimensional life here on earth, a supernatural-like connection to that portal is there from beginning to end no matter the circumstance, bad day, horrible week, horrible year, horrible life, anger, dispute, the connection remains unbroken unless the inevitable death knocks on our door saying it is time, a connection so strong ingrained in my subconscious protected by a magical aura , and whenever the body of the portal is again met, hugged, touched or kissed, it creates an immense sense of gratitude and love which  flows deep into my heart and melts it; the true unconditional love connecting a mother to her child.