I remember seeing him for the first time and my heart skipped a beat the first time I saw him. He wasn't real, he was a movie character. To me he felt so real. From his dirty blonde hair to his crystal blue eyes that will make you memorized. I’ve never actually experienced love before, but this felt so real. The pain you get when you can’t see someone. The tears you cry when they are away. The butterflies you feel when they come into sight. Why wasn't this real?  How was I feeling about this? Why was this happening? My first love. But he wasn’t real. It felt so dang real. 

I feel pain when I realize the truth. The truth of it was only love I felt. The truth that my first love was a fantasy.