Alone in this world. dont know witch way to turn i want to feel loved happiness and strorng or nothing at all. i dont wat to leave just yet. i might say it but i dont mean it. this is the closes thing hta lets me let go of all my feelings so i feel nothin at all. i feel good on cloud 9 im intouchable, but slowing im falling through the closd reaitly is comming back and it's hitting hard. i light another one. i dotn feel like dealing with it the problem i have dont like in the paper i just lit but the world im in. to much s**t to deal with but not enought time im willing to give up to fix it. im hight again but not like the first. i got to try somethin new but like i said i dont wanna leave just yeat but i keep poppin pills and lightin paper. im causeing my problems on top of the problemin i got now im lost in this world but my slf. dont not one know the pain im in because they cant feel it this cant be made up just real life that i wanna put in this paper and light it up somke it and have no more problems but i cant